Jehovah Rapha Mobile Crisis Team Ministry

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My name is Aubrey Carrasquillo and I was born and raised in the Northwest Corner of Connecticut. According to my family I've known Jesus since I was little and was divinly rescued from a 2 story fall when I was eighteen months old. I have been blessed with gifts of dreams, knowing, discerning of spirits, empathy, compassion, and an understanding of who our Heavenly Father is. Despite all of that, nothing stopped me from going through the hard life that I lived.  This isn’t because God didn't love me, but rather it's because I didn't know who I was to Him. There was a void that was in my heart, and while He kept on trying to fill it I would run away from Him to fill the void with worldly things.  

My grandparents raised me on my mom's side.  My mother took off and ended up having more kids later on while my father became a weekend warrior father. Everything looked amazing on the outside; great home, upscale community, amazing grandparents who took us in, a dad who stuck around for us. Who could ask for anything more given the situations? 

What no one saw was the abuse of every kind behind closed doors; a father who you had to work for his attention and love, who picked another woman over his children because of his own trauma and pain, who was abusive towards his girlfriend, a monther who suffered mental health issues because of the abuse she enduered and a grandfather who was inappropriate with his grandchildren,  which everyone knew but turned a blind eye to.   

I left when I was 15 years old and no matter where I laid my head down, God was right there with me. He never left me, abandoned me, or forsaken me, but I was young and every time I messed up I felt ashamed so I ran from Him. I was so broken emotionally, spiritually, and physically that I didn't make any sense why somebody would love me even with my flaws.  I knew He did, I was taught He did, and yet I could not fathom how someone could love someone who was so flawed. 

My life has been an endless testimony of good and evil, miracles and faith. I've witnessed and experienced the worst in humanity, and I truly believed that I was amongst the worst in humanity. How can someone like me be lovable? I realized I had so much unforgiveness in my heart that it was eating me alive. I had just ended a 5-year extremely abusive marriage and was now healing from the pain, betrayal, cheating and aftermath that comes from that type of toxicity.  

My hatred, bitterness and unforgiveness ran so deep for my ex-husband who beat me, cheated on me and that pain was just added to the pain from my childhood and the people who hurt me over the years  that I had said out loud that it felt like it was eating me away like cancer. God had warned me a year prior to leave and let go, but it wasn’t until this year when he went to jail for abuse that God told me to let go and move forward. I didn't obey at first but eventually I knew I had to move on. 

A week before I was diagnosed God kept on giving me Psalm 61. The night before I was diagnosed I went through a demonic attack throughout the night. The next day I was told to go to the hospital because they found lesions on my bones. I wasn't surprised when they said that and I wasn't too worried about it because God had warned me 2 weeks prior that He is covering me and protecting me. I could feel the unforgiveness and bitterness eating me alive, and then I got the diagnosis. My breast cancer came back and is now in my bones.  

When I was in the hospital, they had decided to do a hip replacement because my bones were so weak on my right side. After surgery I ended up with such a high fever that I passed out. In the time I was out I heard God say, “REVIVAL NOW! IT'S TIME FOR A REVIVAL.” The first few days that I was home once they stabilized me, every time I prayed I heard God say “REVIVAL NOW.”  The diagnosis pushed me even closer to God, and had me turning to what most people turn to when they need something answered quickly, Youtube! 

I spent hours searching which scriptures can heal and going over promises that were made in my life that haven't happened yet. What I didn't feel was worried or scared, I felt determined. As I was searching for the perfect scripture, or ministry to help me, I came across so many healing and deliverance ministries. “GREAT” they have the answers, RIGHT?!?!?! I realized there was a lot of desperate people looking and willing to pay to be healed. I also realized there are a lot of people who don't have money but believe that their healing and deliverance comes from somebody else. The Lord put me on a path to find the truth about myself, my Identity in Christ and who I really am to him which led me down a path to help others. 

 I was led down a path to learn about mental health counseling where I received multiple certificates. I also took a journey through the bible and what I found shocked me………………… 

I found true salvation, healing, unconditional love, and my identity through Jesus Christ. I realized that I was CHOSEN by God and not an option. I understood that Isaiah 53 is about Jesus coming here to die for our sins and taking our diseases to the cross, that's what healing truly looks like. True healing is having eternal life through Jesus's free gift of salvation. I might have bone cancer, but I am healed in the name of Jesus and I will live forever and never truly die. That is true healing! I can spend days going over numerous testimonies of what God has done in my life, the miracles, how many times he has saved me, all the times he came after me or how many times he has blessed my family or the promises he has made about my future and my family's future and but God's NOT gone with me, he puts my family and I where we need to be to spread the Gospel and share our testimony.  Not only did he bring me through a healing Journey but he promised to heal and restore my children and grandchildren. I have seen God move in their lives since the diagnosis more then I have even seen in my life, not only is he healing me but he is healing my family. I realized that Jesus loves us so much that He CHOSE to come here to DIE for our sins because we were chosen by God and not an option by men.  

Years ago I had a dream, it was right after I was denied membership into a church because I was living with my ex. Whatever their justification was, I felt rejected by my church. ( Something that seems to happen often to people these days). That night I had a dream and in the dream I was sitting on a pew crying when a man walked up to me, I knew it was Jesus. He asked me why I was crying and I told him that I was denied membership into the church. He walked over to the wall and he said, “Aubrey, look!.” As he said look, He put his hand on the wall and a gust of wind came behind me and demolished every single board. The wind picked up every board and carried it away. I was sitting in the pew and I could see the sky and all the trees. There was nothing left of the church except for the foundation and me. He put his hand on His heart and told me I have always belonged to His church.  

We need The Church but it's time that the Church goes out and meets the people where they are. The Church has spent years making disciples, now it's time that those disciples go to the places that they are needed the most. Online ministries are defrauding people out of thousands of dollars, making desperate people believe that paying (sowing) into their ministry will heal them. Every Church should have a Mobile Crisis Team to handle the mental health ministries within the Church and Go to the places that most people won't.   

God led me to create this website because it's time that the Church's send out their disciples and bring the Church to the people. The Lord put it on my heart and through multiple dreams that this is an emergency because he is returning soon. In fact, the more I was led to create this site and come up with the name, the more I was attached. I ended up in the hospital 2 times while trying to get this up and running. The last time I was in the hospital he said the same thing, “REVIVAL NOW” but this time though I heard 2026 and saw a CLOCK that was counting down. When I got home, that's all I heard and saw. In December not only did I hear REVIVAL NOW and saw a CLOCK, but I heard “IT'S THE FINAL COUNTDOWN”. I was told to put the clock on my website and let Churches know that it's time for a massive baptism and revival. We need groups of people praying for these people before they go into the water and when they come out.